OMG I'm gonna have 4 kids!!!!

If you’ve been thinking that I’ve been rather calm about adding fourth child to our family, you’re right. Up until yesterday I have had no fears, worries, concerns or freak outs about having 4 kids under 6 years old. I was (and still am) completely convinced that God doesn’t make mistakes and that if we weren’t meant to have 4 kids then He wouldn’t give me 4 beautiful little monsters.

Well the calm ended yesterday as we were rearranging furniture and children to accommodate another little angel. As I was moving Remie David’s clothes into his new room I began to freak out. It started rather silently and then worked itself up until I looked at my dear husband and screamed “OHMY GOD WE ARE GOING TO HAVE 4 KIDS!!!!! WHAT THE HELL ARE WE GOING TO DO WITH 4 OF THEM? WHERE ARE WE GOING TO PUT EVERYONE? OH LORD WHAT WERE WE THINKING?!!!”  He smiled at me and simply said “You’re just now freaking out? I’ve been in panic mode for a few weeks now!” Very comforting honey, thanks!

We managed to finish rearranging the rooms, taking Isaac out of the crib and giving him a big boy bed, moving Remie in the same room as Isaac and building Charlotte’s princess bed. I think we were fueled by shear fear and determination. 

I’m slightly calmer today as we prepare for this baby but I’m sure that I will have a few more freak out sessions before this little one arrives in 12 weeks. Can you imagine the look on my dear husband’s face today when I started crying at the thought that this might be our last baby? Hello irrational pregnancy hormones, I’ve been missing you!